What Should I Do? I'm So Conflicted Now!

I eat something now... I eat something now... I want to be thin and s 2am right now. What should I know I hate myself right now. What should I t want to my body after watching that. (Wow, I didn't think it would have that impact on me!) I feel guilty for what m thinking of the problems that those people have. I t want to my body after watching that.